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ହୃଦୟ ର ଅସୀମତା ତଳେ , ପ୍ରାର୍ଥନା ର ଅନ୍ତରାଳେ ... ଦୀପ୍ ଦୀପ୍ ହୋଇ ଜଳୁଥିଵା ସନ୍ତର୍ପିତ ପ୍ରାଣ ଟିଏ ତମସା ର ଅନ୍ତରୀକ୍ଷ ମଧ୍ୟରେ ଉକୁଟି ଆସୁଥିଵା ଜୀଵନ ର ଭୁରୁଭୁରୁ ଵାସ୍ନା କେଵେ ସୂର୍ଯ୍ୟ , କେଵେ ଜହ୍ନ ର ପରିଵର୍ତ୍ତିତ ପ୍ରତାରଣା ରେ ମ୍ରିୟମାଣ ଛଟପଟ ହୋଇ ଚାଲିଥିଵା ମୁକ୍ତି ସଂଗ୍ର୍ରାମ ନୀରିହତା ର ଅଦ୍ୟମ ପ୍ରେରଣା ଭରି ଦେଇଥିଲା ସ୍ନାୟୁ ତନ୍ତ୍ରୀ ରେ ଵିଜୟ ଧ୍ଵନି ର ଅଦ୍ୟମ ଝଙ୍କାର ସମ୍ଵାଭନା ର ଅଭିନଵ ଉଚ୍ଚାରଣ ଏହା ଆଶ୍ଵାସନା ନୁହେଁ , ଚିରନ୍ତନ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥନା , ନୀରଵ ଯନ୍ତ୍ରଣା ଭେଦକଲା ଆକାଶ ର ଉଦାରତା ଘନ ନୀଳ ଢେଉଢେଉକା ଵାଦଲ ର ସ୍ଵପ୍ନ ଟପଟପ ହୋଇ ଝରି ପଡିଲା , ବାଦଲ ଆଖି ର ଅଶ୍ରୁ , ସେଇ ଵୁନ୍ଦାଵୁନ୍ଦା ଅଶ୍ରୁ ରେ ସାଉଁଟା ଜୀଵନ ର ପ୍ରାର୍ଥନା , ଵାଦଲ ର ଉଷ୍ମତା , ଖଦ୍ୟୋତ ର କ୍ଷୁଦ୍ରତା , ମାଟି ଭିତରୁ ଅଙ୍କୁରି ଆସୁଥିଵା ଚଳଚଞ୍ଚିଳ ସ୍ନାୟୁ ମାନଙ୍କ , ସଫଳତା Poetry by Shalan is licensed under a  Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial 4.0 International License .

Can you hold heavy tear drops? Struggling with lashes, They are searching finger tips Otherwise blown away to bushes.. J Can you hold on the sounds of my blinking lids? Dancing with the rain ever, Waiting for the last drop of water, Once closed opened never.. J Can you hold my little steps? With your feet beside mine, I am trudging in an up hilled road, To catch up life’s nectar wine. J Can you hold my little palms? When life is queer with its twists and turns If you balance my stumbling feet, We can stick to the fight as I sometime learn. J Can you hold back my smile? In the forlorn twilight, When things go wrong, I would lost with my sight.. J Can you hold on my breath for a second? When I failed inside out, Can you pick up the whole life for me? When success seems the silver tint of clouds. J Can you hold my looks with your alluring eyes? They may search for you to hold, End up blinking with your little “hii” J

What could you do when time twisted the road? Rocking life threw rocks at the road you took, you were put in a place you don’t belong.. What would you do? Would you escape or accept??? More than ever I wanted to die, but there was no way out even for death. I was trapped by the moment. Even I had no idea that I was going to lose my breath in next few hours. My best friend was leaving his last breath in front of me. His heart was stop beating; his hand was getting cold inside my palms. I couldn’t imagine him like that even in my worst dream. I closed my eyes and tried to slow down my pounding heart beats. My whole body was shivering. I screamed like a 2 years old child that yelled for its mother. I ran to the God’s place and begged for his life. My mind has already aware of the fact, but my heart was not ready to accept. I was chucked in deep sense of relinquishment which engulfed me, nagging me down. All I could remember that I was pleading in a shivering voice for life, life of my